LexxaRhaee's Xanga

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:03:35 GMT

Ok I fucked up over spring break got too close to someone and let that end up biting me in the ass my punishment a fourteen day fast i'm going on day six of my punishment and feeling pretty good about it...love you all and please send support i like knowing i not alone and i am doing the same for you all stay strong

ana love

xox lexxa rhaee

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 03:29:16 GMT

Current best friend---Mia

and i am sure Ana is coming to visit soon

And so it begins

Because everything changes

Tons of Love Girls

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 05:34:22 GMT

I am having the worst time ever i am so fucking heavy now....and My three friends one as thin as i can only dream of being...two Tall and has a huge butt and long legs and three is absolutly gorgeous and evry guy who i talk to i swear they act like they like me then they ask if my friend is single. Why fucking me why should i suffer Because everyone else was born with superior gene I hate it...and i just want to get waht i deserve you know...I am sick and tired of people telling me what is out of my league so im not rich pritty thin or popular if you can do what ever you put ur mind to how can anything be out of your league i know what i want but will i ever get it you tell me....Ana Love Always

xox Lexxa Rhaee

Friday, February 09, 2007

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 03:02:44 GMT

Pathetic, Disgusting, Useless, FAT, Stupid, Hopeless, Weak, Never Going to Accomplish Anything Ever.= Me ,...but not for long... ana love girls, ana love.......xox Lexxa Rhaee

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 03:39:02 GMT

Why is it that we try to impress the people who hurt us most and distance ourselves from the ones who show us the most love. Why can u be invincible to everything that is said about you until a certain someone says it then it means everything. Why can other people always be happy when you're always miserable. Why is your best friend so gorgeous and lovable u hate her/him but can't live without them. Why does it bother u when your best friend is gorgeous and she/he is always the one to get hit on or asked out. Why Can't I be just as adequate as everyone else.

Answers??????? Please........................ Ana Love always Girls...

xox ♠♥Lexxa Rhaee♥♠

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 03:20:48 GMT

Doesn't she look angelic???

don't u just love how they put food in front of them. If i ate like that i would be humungo

I wish i looked like this. look carefully at her leg u can see the begining of her hip. beautiful bones.

sorry i havent been on in a while. I love ya girls.

xox Lexxa Rhaee

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:22:45 GMT

I am begining to think Fat, Depression,and Self-hatred go hand in fucking hand.

bad day love ya girls that still read my site.

xox~~Lexxa Rhaee

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 01:22:35 GMT

I hate my life right now i was happy but that basically all went to hell. And it is all over me liking a guy i would never have ahad a chance with anyways and the worst part he is my friend. I hate and like him at the same time and being his friend is gonna be so hard but i will gladly take that over nothing. well my good noews was that i have farenheit diet pills and am gettin abs but it seems kinda minor compared to my feeling like shit because hte guy i like likes someone else alot i think they are talking.

anyways i wrote a poem its not that great but its cute it is for my friend who is trapped by to similar feelings.

Love or Lust they seem the same

So tired of life's little game

Can't even tell where one ends and the next begins

In a war Love or Lust

Which would win

Hunnie i luv ya and hope u figure tis situation out!!

xox~~Lexxa Rhaee

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:27:21 GMT

Today went to hell felt like complete and utter shit plus im getting fatter by the hour seems like. I need to get my diet pills i need them bad i am disgusting and it doesnt help see in 3 of my friends everyday who just happen to be fuckin sticks

b~~~none

L~~~~~none

supper~~~10 nugets and 13 fries with barbeque sauce. No fucking self control

god bless girls and i hope u stay strong and do better than i am right now.

xox~~~Lexxa Rhaee

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 19:58:40 GMT

Hey girls i m back to my old tricks. Im jsut trying to brace myself for the lies and deception. But you never really can do that. On the bright sid my favorite holiday is coming up Halloween of course. Well Ill keep up updated

xox~~Lexxa Rhaee